well. it is week 9 already. with less than 6 weeks on hand till i end my university life.
feeling kinda mixed up. actually.
firstly, i feel confused because i am not sure what will happen after this 6 weeks come to and end. ending both university life and hostel life.
secondly, i still have not landed a job. maybe it is me being too picky? but i do not want to end up in a job where i have no liking in. i dont like the feeling of dragging myself up to get to work every morning and look at the time when i step in the office and start counting down the time to head home. i've done 2 internships. the first one makes me feel this way. exactly. i have no motivation whatsoever. the second one really is awesome. i literally cant wait to head to work.
attended the career submit last week. it was somewhat eye opening as i get to talk to each company to have a deeper understanding of what they are doing everyday and not just to submit my resume without knowing what i am getting myself into.
lastly, because that i have not found a suitable job, i am still standing on the edge of deciding where i should kick start my career. should i stay or should i go? i mean i am not bonded here, why else should i stay?
a lot to think about...
but, to set things right and to prioritize, i should just get my degree over and done with first and leave the others for later.
time to hit the books. yes. the books. not the bar.
xoxo,
Fern
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